I wish I had more news to add to this post as far as the adoption process is going but we still haven't heard anything about being matched. We can't take any next steps until we hear something from HOGL. I've heard all the babies currently at the orphanage are all matched. We are praying that we are at the top of the waiting list for the next baby girl. Trusting God seems like it should be such an easy thing but I definitely struggle with it. I want God's timing to match up with mine. I want to be matched two months ago. I wanted to be pregnant two years ago. I want lots of things that don't seem to work out the way I think they should. It's crazy that looking back on things seem so much easier than being in the middle of them. When I take the time to picture it in my head, looking back I just know how thankful I will be for all this waiting because it is helping me depend on God more. Looking back at this time in our lives and all this waiting I know it will make me so so grateful for the chance to love and raise a beautiful our baby girl. Sigh...I am ready to be able to look back on this time and not be in the middle of it. Please pray that we will learn lots during this time of waiting.
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